What if my being cynical is the very thing which is stopping me from having the things my cynical self is convinced doesn't exist?
What if, because I don't believe in soul mates or any of that crap, I will never find one because I will settle? Maybe that's why I settle in relationships which have never really worked for a variety of reasons. What if relationships aren't actually hard?
What if I don't have relationship issues and I don't hate being vulnerable, but rather I have never been with someone who I'm comfortable being like that with?
What if I continue to think like I currently do and end up settling, never being able to truly open up and spend my whole life wondering "what if?"
I don't know why this occurred to me today, but it did. Maybe I need to change my perspective...