Sunday, 22 January 2012

Tomorrow is the start of a new week.

Last week made the week before look like a holiday. School has been absolutely horrendous, again, and for the first time I actually do not want to go in tomorrow. I'm trying to stay positive, something that normally comes easily, and convince myself that a new week, new start and all that jazz but I just can't. I hate my job.

Actually, that's not true. I love my job, I love the kids... I just hate where I'm doing it. I can't begin to explain why, but all I know is that my school is not driven by the kids and that the longer I spend there, the more sorry I feel for the kids.

I mean, I work at a primary school where the children aren't allowed to run on the playground.

Enough said.

But this week will be better. It has to be because I can't have another week like the last two. I will not cry every day, I will stop losing weight because of the stress, I will eat properly and my hair will stop falling out. I will, I will, I will...


ms.composure said...

stumbled onto your blog and just wanted to show some blog luv! hope things get better for you at school!!

Halina said...

I'm absolutely sure that it will be better with that attitude of yours. I really admire it, though. (When something feels sad or hard to deal with, I just feel sooo much like giving up and getting sucked in dark, depressive mood - although I know it doesn't make ANYTHING better.) Best of luck to you!

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