Sunday, 22 January 2012

Tomorrow is the start of a new week.

Last week made the week before look like a holiday. School has been absolutely horrendous, again, and for the first time I actually do not want to go in tomorrow. I'm trying to stay positive, something that normally comes easily, and convince myself that a new week, new start and all that jazz but I just can't. I hate my job.

Actually, that's not true. I love my job, I love the kids... I just hate where I'm doing it. I can't begin to explain why, but all I know is that my school is not driven by the kids and that the longer I spend there, the more sorry I feel for the kids.

I mean, I work at a primary school where the children aren't allowed to run on the playground.

Enough said.

But this week will be better. It has to be because I can't have another week like the last two. I will not cry every day, I will stop losing weight because of the stress, I will eat properly and my hair will stop falling out. I will, I will, I will...

2 comments:

ms.composure said...

stumbled onto your blog and just wanted to show some blog luv! hope things get better for you at school!!

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Halina said...

I'm absolutely sure that it will be better with that attitude of yours. I really admire it, though. (When something feels sad or hard to deal with, I just feel sooo much like giving up and getting sucked in dark, depressive mood - although I know it doesn't make ANYTHING better.) Best of luck to you!

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